I am going to try to start blogging
again. Probably not daily. It hurts too much to type. At least
once or twice a week though maybe I will post something. But I am
questioning that. It might be better if I disappear from the
internet. The internet is the only contact I have with anyone really
now so if I can disappear from online then no one will have to deal
with me anymore. No one should have to deal with me. I am harmful.
The negative vibrations I put off into the universe are harmful to
everyone. The best thing I could do for the world was to cease to
exist. I wish I knew how. I cannot end my life. I cannot end my
pain. I am trapped. I have lost hope. I am torn between the
loneliness and the need to protect others.
*huggles*
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