Feeling completely hopeless. Hurts so bad to even use the computer. Spend half the time freezing cuz hurt too bad to even pull the blanket up off the floor where it fell.
Got papers from housing authority i can't figure out and thats the sign that the inspectin is coming. i cant clean my apartment. i cant even make myself some crystal light cuz i cant lift pitcher pain so bad so now i fear i'm gonna lose my apartment. i'm losing all pieces of independence. i cant drive anymore. i cant shower. i havent been able to change clothes in afew days. losing everything to the damn pain. just want to die. cant ask for help because i've asked too much from everyone already. i'm alone and hurting so bad i cant deal
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